Moved. Yet again

Moved. Yet again.

MWAHAHA. Those who continuously linked me. Apologies yeah?

Decided to embark on a holiday project since I've had super duper loads of complains that the loading time is super horrible.

So catch me at my new blog.

Bet it's so much easier to remember too. Really didn know what was in my head when I named this blog anyway.

>.<

www.justjhope.vox.com
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# Posted on Thursday, 25 September 2008 at 1:08 AM

Homecoming

Homecoming
In school on a Saturday
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# Posted on Sunday, 27 July 2008 at 3:07 AM

Cheveux

Cheveux
I'm not one who bothers too much about my appearance - because, no matter what people say about you, you answer only to yourself.

But I AM GONNA MAKE THIS CLEAR.

I rebond it not because of the fact that it'll look super chio on me or whatever, but I've got it done merely because of the simple fact that my hair is those wavy curly kind that according to my aunt, "feels like grass". Due to all these curls that simply refuse to curl in ONE direction, it has this common tendency to give me the "explosive" effect.

I let my hair grow long because - honestly, who would rebond the hair and give it a pixie cut? That totally makes NO bloody sense since it'll mean chopping off the rebonded parts. That kinda defeats the purpose of getting it straight.

So therefore, I do not find it necessary for some girl to come up to me telling me that it's "unnecessary money spent" because, hello. It's not your money so what for do you give a damn. And two. It's my business and as far as I'm concerned you're not even involved in the decision making process.

NOW.

I'm gonna chop off my hair soon - not now cus I really don't even have my precious sleep time, but yeah. soon. Why am I chopping it off? Cause it's so BLOODY LONG.

I've said I dun wanna have short hair cuz of the "explosion" effect, but seriously, it's only been what? A year since Ive cut it and then it's almost halfway down my back. Or might be even more than that.

It's juz too long for me to handle, especially when I'm not a girly girl and I don't do "proper maintenance" on my hair.

So I wanna chop it to like.. shoulder length. Maybe.

We'll see after the exams and everything.

Maybe by then I would already have pulled all my hair out.

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# Posted on Wednesday, 23 July 2008 at 10:11 AM

Edited on Wednesday, 23 July 2008 at 10:32 AM

Is this true?

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Taken from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
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# Posted on Saturday, 19 July 2008 at 11:56 PM

Realist

Realist
I'm a realist.

By default, being a realist means I'm neither a pessimist nor an optimist. I'm just a realist.

Some people are just plain pessimistic who thinks they are going to fail - even before they start doing anything. Like, what's the use?? Might as well don't start if you're dead set on failing.

On the total opposite end of the spectrum, there're people who are known as the optimistic people. These people, no matter how TOUGH or DIFFICULT everything is, can still put on a smile and a tough front with that "Never Say Die" attitude. These people are the motivators that will always keep you going.

Being a realist means that you try your best even though it's a no-win situation, knowing that you're not going to make it - cuz proof and evidence points to that, and not because you're afraid of failing. You try your very best and right till the very end you really have no choice but to exclaim "What's the point?!"

Being a realist also means that even though you're so piled up with work and you really feel like complaining - you hold yourself back. 'Cause, what's the point in whining? If whining is going to lessen the workload, by all means, go ahead. But in reality, whining is just a waste of time that you could have used to clear some of that pile of shitload of stuff waiting to be done.

But being a realist also meant that no matter how tough things are, you just DON'T GIVE UP. I've said it time and again, and I'll say it again. Life is never fair. And neither will it be smooth sailing. What's the point of giving up when we're almost halfway through? You say it's a waste of another 1.5 years. I'm TELLING you. Stopping now will mean you've ALREADY WASTED 1.5 years. Is it worth it? I don't know about you, but I'll rather slog through 1.5 years more than to admit that I've wasted 1.5 years.

Don't be dumb and don't be an idiot. Don't do the stupid thing and end up regretting or crying over it afterwards. No one's gonna pity you, even if you pity yourself.

Everyone's experiencing stress. Not just you. So going on and on about it aint helping anyone. Understand?

J'suis sur la rue de merde. Tous les jours, c'est merde, merde, merde et encore du merde. Tant que j'suis à l'école, tous les jours sera comme ça. Du merde. C'est la vie.
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# Posted on Tuesday, 08 July 2008 at 9:21 AM